3.26.2011

Vestido de Novia

Visite una casa donde desde la ventana del segundo piso miraba a la mama de mi tia Juana barrer su calle que quedaba en frente. Reconoci a la Sra, y derrepente aparece mi prima Heidi vestida de novia con un vestido color crema. Era su boda y poco a poco llego mas gente, el novio y se casaron. Extraniada me pregunte porque no nos habria invitado, y me di cuenta que mi mama estaba conmigo mirando la ceremonia desde la ventana igual que yo.  Entonces se apagaron las luces y me di cuenta que en el cuarto donde estaba con mi mama tambien estaba mi abuelita Eva sentada en un sillon, y a su lado estaba mi tio Victor tambien. Unas luces le iluminaron el rostro a mi abuelita y luego a mi tio. Escuche la voz de un hombre hablar desde el parlante, elogiando a mi abuelita y agradeciendole. Y me parecio que lo mismo hizo por mi tio. 
Despues caminando por el centro comercial me meti en un salon de belleza donde segun yo me estilarian mi cabello pero resulta que habian varias personas esperando antes que yo, y aun asi me sente a esperar. Habia solo una estilista y no se daba basto. Por fin me canze y al darme cuenta que todavia faltaba mucho para mi turno me sali y emprendi un nuevo camino. Me meti en una tienda que vendia refrescos y pan, pero no habia nadie atendiendo asi que carge un refresco en los brazos. Sabia que el habia me llegaba a las rodillas, y percibi que se acercaba un cocodrilo asi que corri hacia el fondo de la tienda y me salte la barda con todo y refresco. Di la vuelta al edificio y pense que me hubicaria sin ningun problema pero resulta que habia caminado mucho hacia la tienda y habia perdido mi camino. Trate de encontrar un punto familiar pero lo di con una feria colorida. Intente tomar de mi refresco pero no me supo a nada y hasta creo que me lo termine demasiado pronto. Me detuve ante el puesto de un vendedor de manteles plasticos para mesas y cortinas para ventanas. Tenia mucho surtido y de multi colores y disenios. Se me antojaba comprarme uno pero como siempre ante tanto de donde elegir no puedo decidirme.  

3.13.2011

dreams from weeks past.

I often dream that I can elevate myself and also fly. I can also walk through walls and windows like a ghost. --- About two weeks ago, I had a dream that I was in a classroom building in the middle of the ocean. I looked out the windows and huge waves were converging into one towards me. I thought to myself 'and this is how I die", but I didn't, I managed to ride with the waves, and I new that the key to survival was to find the shoreline, but there was none in sight. This was two weeks ago. Two days ago there was a massive earthquake in Japan that caused Tsunamis to wipe out it's coast and devastated hundreds.

As for last night, I had a nightmare. I saw a new neighbor and said hello to him when we crossed each other in the hallway.  Then I saw him in my home. I had no idea how he came in. Then realized he was a ghost.
I was frightened, but then my dream changed. I was going to jump on a bus in a metropolitan city but forgot a camera bag on a bench inside a walmart. I knew it had to still be there. One of my nephews was there last, and I was positive he may have kept it with him thinking I had forgotten it. When I got to the bench he was gone and so was the camera and bag. 

3.06.2011

broken glass

It's been such a long time since I wrote about my dreams.
I clearly remember dreaming about fixing my broken windows. It was windy and cloudy outside and looked like it might rain, but what worried me the most was that thieves could break into my house. So I taped them up and shut the one that was wide open. It was a temporary fix but made me feel better anyway.

Touch

Touch. A whisper in my ear. Tears fall. Ans suddenly i realize that o love uou. And mone otjer. Your touch. Us two bodies one soul. If tho...